The Elusive One

Once again, my head is bowed. All i can do is admit, yes, it has been long since the last update. What do I say besides the fact that I am once again awfully busy. Christmas & New Year have both come and gone. The holiday season is over and once again the clock starts to move and we feel the rush of time against our own will. Its wondrous isn't it? The year seems to just have started and yet, half a month has already gone by.

The year has been good to me so far. My ORD date is just around the corner. March 14th. Such a beautiful day. Finally out of the force. Or so I thought till i decided to sign on. Perhaps I will be brutally rejected. Perhaps not. Perhaps I will enjoy my two year bond there and learn even more than I already have so far with my stint as an Emergency Response Specialist with SCDF. Then again, perhaps not. What am I trying to prove here? That you never know what life is going to hand out to you. Forrest Gump once said, "Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get." How true. =P

Many of my friends have been asking me a really strange question. It mostly sounds like a particular consonant. And it goes something like, "Why?" Honestly, I don't really know. Except for the fact that I really want to have something to do. Time after all is precious. So if I'm studying, why not just save lives on the sideline yea? That's the spirit. Plus they pay you to play hero. Really well. Wouldn't you do it if it was you? *gRiN* Its a good line to be in. Particularly with all the bad stuff going on around the world right now even as we speak. Bombings, kidnappings, killings, air pollution and every other type of pollution that's leading to global warming, which leads us to have air-conditioners which cause even more global warming etc etc etc, a tad bit out of line but well, you get the picture. So why not take the two years, study, and do a lil' bit of good at the same time that's gonna give you that lil' bit of extra karma and send you heaven-word some day? Does that answer everyone's lil bit of consonant yelling? (its actually the cash, i need it for my future. =D )

And before ya'll start a debate on some obscure website dicussing the possibility of whether or not there is heaven and using this website as an example, get a life. Do something that's really worth your time. Like pick up a can of cat food from the supermarket for the cat that lives under your block.

I miss my family. Thanks to the present circumstances, I don't even get to see them once a week even. At times. And well, family makes my world go round. Even after all those holiday family gatherings, it feels like i'm living a live of solitude over here. Not 'like' actually, I am. I hate it. I miss my family. =(

Been busy with school, even more busy with the Year End Function with Yishun Fire Station that thankfully ended with Friday. And WORK. WORK. WORK. Its been mad. After the next function I emcee at this Saturday, I'm gonna have myself a nice little break before I start hitting the books proper. Thankfully in all this mess and madness, there is always someone who suddenly comes along and sets things in perspective for you. And you gotta respect that power up there in the heavens somewhere for that person, because without them coming along at that right moment to do what they do to set what they've to set right, you might end up very confused.

In my case, the person is none other than lil' Ms Suharshini. Somehow, when i seclude myself from the world at large and am trying to sort things out in my mind, she seems to sense it and pop into the picture somehow and sets me straight. I guess a friend does that. And she does it well. My thanks and love to you lil' lady!

Alright, i'm done. For now, and i'll be back soon. That's a promise. Have several topics at hand that i might want to discuss this coming week. About the people of this world. RACISM. Something alot deny we have here in beautiful, impartial Sinagpore but yet sadly still have. Till the next time then everyone. Keep well.